I started off with roughly the same crappy pc playing this game with a small monitor giving a low resolution. Always lagged in rain and in clouds even with the anti lagg pack. It did help and makes the game manageable with low specs.
He isn't bad.
Razen, the majority of people here like you. Just a couple think otherwise bc of what? They think you're not good enough? Get in the server and prove them wrong. It just takes time. Practice practice practice.